MY HEART

MY HEART I have been hurt in such away that I have absorbed all the darkness into light, and loved so deep and much beyond real that my light has turned into darkness……. 93 Raven BLACK 🖤🥀🐦‍⬛

Lost

Lost Wondering city streets A bottle of cheap ass wine my sideIt’s been empty for nearlyTwenty Two Fucking YearsYet I don’t tell a soulAnd No One even cares I’ve done Shit that would haveMade our populous ExtinctShit that would make you cringe(If you knew the Truth)Let’s just sayKarma is another word forSurvival Cockroaches reading NewspapersDungContinue reading “Lost”

The Gothic Music Dance Experiment 💀🖤💀

A Song written for my generous friend Rogelio Espinosa 🤟🏻#electronica #fypシ #ravenblack #teenageclothes #vampyre #dance

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The Calling / New Beat Manifesto

The MOST Important post of Poetry Month! Thisssss is Ron Whitehead ! Let us Hear and Feel him Roar! Poetry Lives !!!!!!!

Maria Par Son Nom

maria par son nom They say that Beauty is only skin deepShe rides the winds from the east her hair everlasting jubilationShe is the beauty in the deepest valleysShe is the beauty of the Highest peaked mountains She is gloriousThe ancient beauty that gave stars their names…. She is magick The birthing if a gloriousContinue reading “Maria Par Son Nom”

The Truth Begins

LL🖤🥀 The Lying Bane of my existance, You Do NOT lead someone on and then Ghost them and blame it on “Bi-Polar”… Not too effective when you have the same condition, yet I don’t treat people like Assholes, especially people i process to love then unfriend them, block them from other social platforms, and afterContinue reading “The Truth Begins”

Blood and Dirt

There will Be MORE to come in the ensuing days as the spotlight…. TRUE Spotlight reveals All……(and much Much MORE) ……SO, uh Uhm …..I’m the liar? Call the #authorities Report me to #facebookTell my #family? Play #Victim and try to #Gaslight me? Sorry babe…… I’m #DONEThe “PEOPLE” were Correct From the Start#Sus #Sketch #User BloodContinue reading “Blood and Dirt”

The Beach

The Beach If you could see what I seelost in the ocean wavesFierce, forlorn, curling white There is so much more out there Coming calling on the freezing windAnswers from Oracle lipsTasting the salty breezeGuiding amongst the shadowsThe harsh gusts pushing hard,to remind you that you’re not alone Mourning mists turn to night The greyContinue reading “The Beach”

Do You Remember

Do You Remember What do you rememberWhat do you remember about MEDo you rememberWhat was meant to beOrWas that just an illusionNothing but a Dream I dreamed I’ve held onto hopeI’ve held onto darknessI’ve held onto comfort,in simple memories Do you rememberThe way you made me smileThe way you could make me laughas the worldContinue reading “Do You Remember”

Morning

Morning There was only a little darkness left, as the morning slowly started to raise her tired eyes, and there was nothing I wanted more in the world than to join her, as she brings me a comfort that I’ve never experienced before, nor realized I desired so badly. It was somewhere between these thoughtsContinue reading “Morning”

You are Not Broken

Follow these Steps~ 1) it is Not you Job!!!To put a Smile on everyoneYou are Not alone feeling that either! I was Just explaining that to a very Special someone JUST Today! Making others happy, is idealistically Great! But, No one refills the coffers, gives Back what you give, and I understand that is notContinue reading “You are Not Broken”

Summit of the Crest

Summit of the Crest There is danger in her written word She’s the Queen of Queens with Aphrodite smile She’ll cut you down in a moments notice and leave you there to die True beauty is locked away From male ego and false promises I feel her language deep in my bonesWe share secret bondsContinue reading “Summit of the Crest”

Doc

Doc Boys boys in Levi jeansCut offs, too short too longFrayed The devil appears in phasesRipple Noir Fantastic Channel Zero static The constant buzzzzz rainslingering Dashboard smiles Nubile skin Sweaty elbows stick on vinel Neon stars reflect in the eyes A warmth of loneliness growsParascope eye consumedWithin the vacuum of lost soulsRedemption builds Amongst theContinue reading “Doc”

James Michael Francis

“I heard the NEWS today Oh Boy” 🎶 Beatles “There’s a sign on the wallBut she wants to be sure‘Cause you know, sometimes wordshave two meanings”Led Zeppelin Rattled by the forceOf the inevitable voiceI remember anxiously As the first day of school begunI remember the crisp airI remember orange leaf pilesI remember that youWe’re alwaysContinue reading “James Michael Francis”

Wood Cellar Vinyl

Afternoon Sun .The afternoon sunBeats down on allthat are exposed sittin’ on Brighton LineSlowly descendingThen silently disappearingmotionless beyond our visceral cognitive perceptionThis dirty City Skylinepaints murals of abandoned hope     here we raise pigeons as cabbage         we exchange dreams for sexual  favours. Holly still haunted by her absences of yesterday this callhome Huddled in doorwaysThe shadowsContinue reading “Wood Cellar Vinyl”

I’m a Boy

I’m a Boy I’m just a boyIt Seems that I Just ended up Like that… Who and What we are Is So much moreThan what their GodHad created us to be We are the divineWe are the creatorsWe are in controlOf our actions andWho we choose to Be I choose To be Nothing andEverything atContinue reading “I’m a Boy”

Under The Silver Screen Moon

That was my life….. Walking the streets of Hollywood at night because I had no where to go, it was better to be high moving on. Under the silver screen moon than stop for rest and end up on the sidewalk, even for a moment, admit defeat, homelessness, hopelessness better to move on, there wasContinue reading “Under The Silver Screen Moon”

A Mornings Gift

Morning arrivedThere wasSomething oddSomething strange Something…. Different he was nowAware of Nothing around himHad changed? But what was this? He traced with the tipOf his forefinger upon his lipsSomething foreignSomething newCurious? A smile! 🌛🌝🌜

Letter to Stephen

Dear Stephen: Thank you, It was absolutely lovely to hear from you today. It’s quite amazing how receiving a simple parcel can brighten one’s day. Your words have filled the void of your absence. What a wonderful glimpse into the boy that would become the man, the writer! I can’t help but envision the soundtrackContinue reading “Letter to Stephen”

Stray

Childhood lost in an instant of unforseen danger. It wasn’t quite ten o’clock when the sharp piercing thunder echoed from across the street. An evening run to the local Seven-Eleven went sideways,horribly wrong. Without the chance of realization, the body dropped to the broken sidewalk, heavy, in slow motion, with the low thudof a fallingContinue reading “Stray”

L’enfant Artiste

Colour by numbers is a trick of open spectrum light. The skin, the fading hair, the lost moments reflecting and capturing vibrant active imaginations of the youth. We marveled at the subtle hues, and feathered brush strokes, breathing life understanding death.. working coloured oils into two dimensional canvases. Our focus and concentration, bordering on brilliance,Continue reading “L’enfant Artiste”

The Boy Not Afraid to Cry

you were once a glitter stardon’t be a media sensationit’s to late to stop the presses now who am i to expect morewords of wisdom drive me wildI’m a honey comb creation so real i freak on the things i felt a golden key unlocks the worlddon’t turn your back now oh why’d you changeContinue reading “The Boy Not Afraid to Cry”

Priya Kali

A small boy, playing in mud puddles looks up. The clouds are coming fast and they look darker, more foreboding than before. In the distance He hears a hungry dog, full of mange, whimper it’s last breath, longing for just a morsel of food. I can’t believe it’s almost midnight, he thought. The boy isContinue reading “Priya Kali”

Nostalgic Haunts

Full on brooding thoughtsIndiana skyline barren blueDrawn between two actsOne hushed one embracedSilent moments within the eyesWild madness next of kinEmotions paintedAcross silver canvasCelestial beings wait to receiveSubtle genius soon loosed acrossFiery pavement at the costOf high noon sunMelodies. Trivialities.Beat. Kicks.Shadow cliquesWallflower dancing aloneForever more (Matthew Bowers) ~93©2021

Shadow

Sorry, not feeling quite myselfHaunted with the flavour Of melancholy blues Suicide stripeswith razor teeth I’m lost in a personal hell No saving grace Or Escaping the true fateThat I myself have forged There are no answers Or secret keysMy shadow is filled with heavy echoesReverberating MADNESS that only I must endure I have fallenContinue reading “Shadow”

Writing Poetry 101

I did a collaboration with Nico Tolen in my book Something Witchy This Way Comes and not only was it fun & Great but It even made it into one of my audio trilogy tracts! I am in a place of “pushing” out of set elements… I don’t want to use the term “comfort zones”Continue reading “Writing Poetry 101”

Moon Prize Reverberation (6)-

Solar nut silkPlant Holy SingleLost Confetti WeighsAbandon Circus PuddingTentacle Reign CumulousMasks Porceline Tub Elevated HighnessCobalt Amber NightFound Muddied OctoberCornucopia Floods DeniedRings Fall HeraldingLawnmower Kisses Gary Busey RhythmMars Virginia SkySink Scars Parked CarsBandaid Method TrotsExcavating Moral JupiterPizza Clouds Form Radio Empathy ClownsDesert Books GiraffeStrawberry Legions SpongeTelevision BonfireOcean Pudding EnvelopeWicker Chain Throat Mirror Grain AsphaltVictorian Horses RenewedLakesContinue reading “Moon Prize Reverberation (6)-“

Going Down?

All good things come to an endStanding on the edge of the precipiceLooking down into the voidOf creative oblivionToo closeDistracted contemplationIs a dangerous ventureLose your sightLose your footingIt’s a long way for whereYou intended to beOnce you start to fallThere is no stoppingFasterFaster stillNo slowingOr coming backFrom a misstepUponThe slippery slope (matthew bowers) ~93© 2021

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