Personal Hell

Spellbound
Bloodhound
Livid in my veins
A mess all around me
Suffocation
I can’t breathe
Mother Superior’s
Got a gun
That loaded steals
Pointed directly between
My eyes
There ain’t no counting
From one to ten
No time to turn back
I forged the bonds
Of pain and loneliness
Decades ago
Regret
Regret
Staple gun reasons
Shackles
Heavy iron chains
Suspend me to the wall
A whipping boy of shame
Screaming Echoes
Anger and Hatred fill
The Air …
Familiarity Does breed
Contempt
There Is No true escape
Other than
Out